Offlately... i decided to cut away some of my connections and just have a time off with myself... yup the college life is over.. <for the second tym though... too much studying is a dangerous thing>... and since i gotta take a call on "what next" and "where to start working"... break to banta hai!!!
but in this oblivion phase i realised that i have been getting a lotta "real you" kinda tags most often... i mean doesnt one deserve a time with one's own self to have a calm n composed mind...
so what's happening is since i haven't called much people in about 4-5 weeks... or more i guess... i have received a lotta criticism for being "lost"... "secretive"... "unfriendly".. and even "mean" hyper-compliments (as i would like to them)... to add to that people are anxious about my future plans (apparently more than i am) and the only reason they call or msg or fb me nowadays is to know what i have chosen...
well honestly... i would appreciate a "congratulations" first... and then the question "what next"... any so ways... somethings never change...
Now enough of cribbing! (it's no fun).. On a positive side... it's been a real amazing self-mental-faculty-rejuvenating time. Yes! i have never been a planner and probably shall never be one... there is only one thing as far as choosing things is concerned for me - Never Plan... planning always tends to hurt one way or the other...
As far as being oblivious for past some time, i don't need to apologize to anyone... my good friends have been there no matter if we haven't talked for long... i seek such people in my life... the "congrats" types... not the "what next" types...
N recently i am happy to be newly friends with some ppl who r happy to have me around and r not poking my plans n all...
What's next shall come next... what's now is what matters and thats what drives the mind to get to that over-hyped "what next" be it in personal life or professional life...
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Slahu
p.s. a lil bit cribbing now and then is not a bad thing... helps in getting out the negative energy... (a myth demystified )
but in this oblivion phase i realised that i have been getting a lotta "real you" kinda tags most often... i mean doesnt one deserve a time with one's own self to have a calm n composed mind...
so what's happening is since i haven't called much people in about 4-5 weeks... or more i guess... i have received a lotta criticism for being "lost"... "secretive"... "unfriendly".. and even "mean" hyper-compliments (as i would like to them)... to add to that people are anxious about my future plans (apparently more than i am) and the only reason they call or msg or fb me nowadays is to know what i have chosen...
well honestly... i would appreciate a "congratulations" first... and then the question "what next"... any so ways... somethings never change...
Now enough of cribbing! (it's no fun).. On a positive side... it's been a real amazing self-mental-faculty-rejuvenating time. Yes! i have never been a planner and probably shall never be one... there is only one thing as far as choosing things is concerned for me - Never Plan... planning always tends to hurt one way or the other...
As far as being oblivious for past some time, i don't need to apologize to anyone... my good friends have been there no matter if we haven't talked for long... i seek such people in my life... the "congrats" types... not the "what next" types...
N recently i am happy to be newly friends with some ppl who r happy to have me around and r not poking my plans n all...
What's next shall come next... what's now is what matters and thats what drives the mind to get to that over-hyped "what next" be it in personal life or professional life...
-
Slahu
p.s. a lil bit cribbing now and then is not a bad thing... helps in getting out the negative energy... (a myth demystified )
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